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I was so angry about my ex He killed my dignity and my fam's everytime i see something that connect to him i feel mad and want to say bad words i said to my friends that what i feel that he really got problem with me until i pay someone to make his life you know..a few said dont mad anymore ,calm your self be relax i think thats is why im here in spa,i cant hold my feeling its feel wanna blowing up after i see him with her its make me want to make him feel sorry about it now he can be easy and just feel fun 😊 but i hope someday God return what i feel i just can say anything good anymore about him i feel hell in my body and its hot 🔥 yesterday i came to them and just sit there watching them im not nervous anymore im not awkward anymore my emotional feel normal im bite the bullet i think i need something bigger than anything that can save me i need God i need Jesus..thats it..

My friend in need so happy when i open the present and it pop up like "wow" my plan before i want to buy this lil bag for me to work because its feel easy to carry and mild yeah i like lil bag because its feel simple and cool also cute and this morning i carry this stich to work with high confident and happy and all my friends like it thank for my fam the secret santa this year 2025 im happiest person ever!!!✌🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻 peace out✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

And finally the true meaning of Christmas 🎄🎁 is FAMILY no matter what you still stick together and show people what family is i think family is great God give that He brought to this world so you can feel His appearance so i can call its my little heaven that His gifted to me so i can believe He is the real one ,and to be honest its funny how he can create my life like lovely like this i feel bless to have God also i feel bless to have them in my crack life maybe my life is not perfect than yours but i have a big big God that can solve all my problem.✌🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻 I believe in family no matter what, imagine when their gone and you stand by your self alone no more laugh no more smile no more blesses feel empty even im a rock star i still feel their kindness their warm hug🤗 also their warm smile ,to be honest im a bad biatches but their forgiveness make me strong than any person ever in this world .ohana means family, family means no body get left behind of forgotten. I think loving...

We never knew until we r getting an adult that our grand pa and grand ma loves is bigger than anything,until we come the their grave and we see them with lovely ground and their name written above,their honor feels so strong when we called their name we cant hold on our tears when we remind their deed never forget what have they already done for us until we relize that what we have to do is just letting this tears running down to our cheeks until we relize that what we can only do is clean their grave with so many flowers upon,and watering then with so many guilty above,and hoping to feel the same love that they brought to our family falling down from heaven and hoping they seeing what we do for them in heaven hoping they know whats we alredy done until now they leave so many presents for us until we can be a strong person right now and we relize that their love is stay forever in our life 🌹🌹🌹❤️

So today i get breakfast with rice,soup,perkedel and roa my mom cooked everyday her food is delicious and yum i like eat at my own home bcuz of that my fave food is her sambal i like it bcuz its feel spicy and legit and i like her tongkol rica too so many like her spaghetti 🍝 also her bakso and all of family members love it too she cooked daily in the morning also evening 🌆 she cooked many menus Indonesian has usually eat sometimes she cooked Italian too when we r at the villa we cooked cakes 🍰🎂 so many cakes like nagasari,cake tape,panada ,panada is Indonesian food and its yummy to the max LOL you must try when you visit Indonesia sometimes and yeah we enjoy eat cake at the mountain with hot tea and sometimes coffee of course it is hot because at there is so cold and we must wearing a sweater also after that we'r tracking to see what we must buy for dinner there is sales so many like banana, casava,papaya,snack,drinks and so cheap thats why we love to go there and also the fru...

Yeah i was in the spa right now and the place is near from my home like just a minutes and the owner was nice and friends is nice too i learn so many here like spa,massage,facial,etc i got massage too that was nice ,relax and calm also good and feel like i was fly in the sky and the place look like classy and awesome 👍🏻 and we have aromatherapy also flowers🌺🌹 and crusy sofa which is black and warm and sturdy table that original from indonesia and smells good everywhere and by the way talking about massage i want to tell you my experience when i got spa its feel soooooo very relaxing 😌😌😌 😎 and awesome 👍🏻 my body like very calm relax and enjoy its also clean and smooth also make your skin tight too and when you got massage at your head OMG it feel very nice and very good lol😂😂😂 i can describe it you try! 🤙🏻🤙🏻